FB Good morning post - January 30, 2017

Good morning! It was a late night last night...getting to the heart of things and peeling the onion a bit more...knowing the heart of your why is so important. ...but today will include napping, reflecting, reading, and prepping for the rest of the week. Oy! I love Mondays with a passion

#thankyouGod #familytime #Lovefirst #growingdeeper #gratitude #adventurewithin

Just get ticked off! The infamous "List"

Yeah I did it! After a year of thinking about it…and letting it hang over my head for about that long….I finally got so TOTALLY ticked off! I feel so free now! 

 

What am I talking about? I am referring to something I can't stand! It is NOT my favourite thing...to do....I by no means feel the thrill of the "infamous" TO DO LIST! That's right! I have some emotional baggage that needs to get cleared from the process of doing "the list". Just major ughness sometimes...almost to a point that my refusal to do it makes me upset HAHA....not one of my best "relationships" going. It's not that I am such a free flowing spirit that everything must come with synchrinocity and divine timing. I actually don't mind....okay, nope....not today...still have anxiety around the list...I admit...even with putting down a wish list...just nah...not right now BUT...I am hyped about getting that THING of my back...what thing?

Getting  some serious details of our business in order. Yup! I put that bugger on a “to do” list almost a year ago and it had been haunting me ever since.  Honestly, and every time I passed by it, I would feel so weighted down with guilt…and almost shame…that one day I decided to really ask myself why….why is this not really done yet? And I realized that I HAD been taking steps towards getting it done…they just didn’t turn out the way that I had hoped they would LOL. A lot kept falling through on it…calls not returned, etc. ….and I resolved to not get myself down and worked up about it, but to continue to make those steps forward. Now of course, I didn’t do it as perfectly as I would have liked, but I can see now how I would do things differently here and there….but I kept at it! ... and now, as it is in the home stretch of completion, I am SO excited to be free of that item hanging over my head. And from that point I will tell you, there has been nothing but momentum …every task that comes up…isn’t even making TO the list stage…It’s just getting “ticked” off as it comes up…

Now, not all things can be done in that way….but this week has been just lit with flow and having things happen. Partly because they are opportunities of the time sensitive nature…but also, the level to which these things sit only at the “edge” of our comfort zone, but still trigger excitement….that’s the sweet spot and for us, that where the magic of “done” happens.

So yeah, I’m totally ticked off today and I am going to get even MORE "ticked" off with all that needs to get done…just watch. This will be on fire by the end of today…so excited for whatever else comes forward in this flow…just loving it

Stones in glass houses

 Good morning. ...again, revealing...I have been dismissed, "patted" on the head, told I was wrong, blind, stupid, naive, not quite "representative " enough...well, there are people who will see this and know...it is good to look at your reflection first in the glass before you start casting stones ... #thankyouGod #seemyflaws #expectgrowth #evolvinghearts #Lovefirst #oneanotherlove #maninthemirror

When all done and the change had been made, how do you feel?

 I have changed many....many poopy diapers in my life thus far (I worked in a daycare...and I am not opposed to the "opportunity" again

). It's funny, but very few babies wanted to stay with their poop loading down their diapers. And for those rare babies that refused to have their diapers changed, it quickly turned out that there was a rash forming and it needed to be addressed.

Lucky for me, my boys really disliked having their diapers loaded and heavy...and even though getting the diaper changed wasn't always the smoothest of experiences, when it was all done and the change had been made, they were off and running onto something else as though the change never happened.

#justsaying #weallneedachange #lookforabiggerpicture #allowforchange #yourdiaperisfull #itstime #youareloved #divinelysupported #itsokay #expectgoodtohappen

It takes the support of a whole community to keep us all moving, living, and loving forward.

 Good morning! Some days don't necessarily go as you would have planned them to...yesterday was one of those days...but the call to support and encourage and just Be with someone you care about....especially when you know what it would be like to receive that very encouragement....it is worth while. Supporting others through anxious or difficult times is not easy...and sometimes downright painful...it takes the support of a whole community to keep us all moving, living, and loving forward. Let's not assume, but get the fuller picture and then move forward ....together.

#thankyouGod #Lovefirst #oneanotherlove #oneanotherlive #shareinthejourney

Love your experience

 Good morning! I am in love...fully enjoying what I am creating as my experience day to day...I am given a wealth of choices...an abundance of divine gifts and I am grateful for how I have "chosen" to Be in 2017. It feels really good too

#thankyouGod #moreandmore #beautifulgifts #almosteffortless #stillwork #Lovewhatandhowwedo

Significance.

 Significance. Two people may view the "same" situation and draw differing "conclusions" from it...or even not have it mean anything profound until the fuller picture comes into play. We all get to "choose" what something will mean or does mean, but it doesn't "mean" that THAT is what it means. Okay, off to contribute to some "significant" reading and prep

#moretothepicture #watchwhatwedefine #timetoBegreater #Lovefirst

Going through the modes. How do you start your day?

 Good morning... I love observer mode...this week...recognizing daily habits and why...today...Prayer and convo with God first...Switch to guardian mode (how's my family?)...switch to inspiration mode (Is it coming in and I should right it down or act on it....or can I be guided to inspiration...)...mood and state shift mode (Bad mood or feeling "off" ? FIX IT! Better? move on...)

That's my start...then I shift into intentional habits....water, directed silence, quiet reflection, study....

I need to add intentional "exercise" back in there LOL...working on it ...squats incoming...

#thankyouGod #newkeyboardrocks #smashingittoday #crankweek #migrainesucked #nowitsgone #sograteful #lovinglifefull

Inspired into action...change has come in 2017

There have been few …that have come to bring change and succeed on a global scale. All of which have had their lives threatened and people wishing them dead because they challenged the way things were ordered and established in traditions for ages.

Over the course of the last year there have been many reasons to become offended, become defensive, or to be forced to think. The USA presidential campaign brought out the hearts of people on a global scale and called into movement a change that will never be reversed. The campaign of the now current President of the USA is that exact catalyst. Many were pulled out of their slumber as though the sheets were ripped off of them in the middle of the night and they were dragged onto the front lawn in their skibbies. It was raw, it was exposing, it changed many people, almost to the point of obsession. Many are still mad…their every comment and discussion filled with the flavour and seasoning of their fuming rage from within.

Oddly enough, that slumber has been going on long enough….they were in beds as corpses…malnourished and asleep to the reality that the house they were dragged out of was the comfort of their covers and a house that has gone ablaze.

It was time for change…not time to hit the snooze button and have others continue to raid your house while you stayed unconscious to their actions and the ongoing deception of humanity.

So how do you feel now? Enraged? Enlivened? Ready to take up arms? Try and prove someone wrong? To take back what is yours? To threaten? To want someone dead? To want a mass of failure on "him" and his family for generations? To cut "him" off at the knees the way it feels that you imagined that he would do to you? 

You see, even though….now you have been “inspired” to take up the fight and stand up for “others”, we are not officially there yet….it’s still about how "you" got triggered and offended by things that someone said…..far beyond them actually having the “power” to do those things, you imagined that power and that privilege being taken away, abused, and manipulated by someone else. YOU created the future of seething hatred and it only exists in the minds of the offended….and now the "inspired".

So how will you manage having seeds of your very own character thrown in your face? Will you throw them back and hope your arm is stronger than what hit you? Or will you take a moment and see yourself…frothing at the mouth and pumping your chest..will you come face to face where those offenses you felt have actually been subtly given to those around you from your very own actions and words…Will you see the dark and shadowy pieces of your own character and then choose to be moved to make those changes from a heart that is GENUINELY grounded in love and knowing that it is time for you to wake and make change happen in 2017. 

We now have so many willing (and pajama wearing) collaborators that want this change with a passion. Working together has never been inspired on this planet through a collaborative dislike for one person like this before. Many make the reference to Adolph , but Adolph was well loved by many…and it was through that long standing love that he manipulated the masses. As for Donald, he has not inspired people through love as much as he has triggered people into action through hitting the "right" buttons...Some were of becoming offended and defensive. For others, he triggered hope and vision...he didn't bring anyone in close, but he challenged us ALL to think. To think about our future....to use our imagination, either for the better or for the worse. 

But recognize, that for many, "you" had to be triggered to hate (or STRONGLY dislike to a point where you continue to attack the offender….) to be moved into action. Burning house indeed. Let us recognize first ourselves in the mirror as you come out of your slumberous grogginess…accept with full ownership your thoughts and actions….grab a brew and let’s begin to move our futures in a beautiful direction, beyond our imaginations and definitely beyond our manipulated dreams.

I am

 Good morning. .. hmmmm.... and so it is. #thankyouGod #divinestrength #IamBreathed #LoveAlways

Trust the process and keep moving forward

 Good morning. ...as I am still finding stuff that got filled with water and am still cleaning up and doing laundry after Tuesdays flooding, I am humbled...and grateful. Grateful that I can pick up the pace mentally and shift gears...even when things look beyond overwhelming. Nothing like something of this nature at the beginning of a new lifestyle that seems completely unrelated to make you want to run back to "Egypt". I am humbled in realizing my "strength " and at the same time, others weaknesses in the moment. I prayed hard this morning, not for my own strength, but for the wisdom and insight into the "weaknesses " of others... I don't believe that they are weak, but that there is a gift of connection waiting to be revealed and only connection can discover it.

Back to folding ALL my towels....and more...and more laundry LOL.

#ThankyouGod #findingaway #mentalhealth #wearedivinegifts #Lovefirst #Lovealways #oneanotherlove

How not to go "survival" mode on people

 Good morning. ..there are subtle ways...that we go "survival" mode on people...rush here or there...listen in parts...not truly seeing or connecting in the moments...our perspective shifts...we get curt with our words and wonder why so many around us just don't "get" it. Yesterday, as I was fasting, I noticed...wanting to just be left alone in some moments. ..and I had to remind myself of what my wholehearted response would be at the end of the day...what would I do if all my needs were met and I was safe....? I would love...I would connect, and I would find a way. I was so proud I made it work for EVERYONE in mind...even when some may have been single minded...I had an AMAZING helper (and then some #thankyouGod )showing me love and support. At the end of the day it was hard...reminding me that many butterflies must fly on their own to strengthen their wings...so to freedom you go. They will find their way.

#Lovefirst #oneanotherlove #divinelysupported #refocus #wecanconnect #servewithlove

Are you in the habit of numbing yourself?

 #Day 5....my thoughts about what we use to "numb" ourselves. The other day, I felt a familiar pain in my leg that was followed by coldness and I was hoping that my leg would give birth already because this dang CLOT had moved again... (saw many "doctors" over the last 6 or so years and they refused to do anything about it until I notice it move into my thoracic region....riiiiight....self-care) I wanted something SO BAD to deal with the pain...and my first thought went to food...it kept ebbing toward food for the first part of the day....I was sad...knowing I have been using food for pain for so many years. No, I wasn't "fat", but I was carrying extra.

I will let you know...if it has to take SO many years for people to first acknowledge that there is a problem and then a year to finally get feedback...there is a disconnect. Disconnect in me to go somewhere else for help...

With that said, I started looking at other ways that doping up to numb out and disconnect was happening....for sure in my kids keeping up with the "Jones" and riding the technology waves. They aren't just being in the "know"...they are picking up on other behaviours as well. Behaviours I have seen in adults too, not just kids...and it's been growing deeper...at one of the most pinnacle times for them to learn healthy and nurturing social skills. SO this morning, they got the cut back. They do get it from time to time...this time will be longer...I know they will be fine, because they email me from school....no big loss. But they are both in a phase where I need them to connect with one another deeper, and enjoy what that feels like to be in the moment, moment to moment...we'll see.

Okay, back to studies and planning...only got less than 2 days to get er done! #muchlove #Lovefirst #kickthevice #oneanotherlove

Some of your cravings might not be yours

 Through some of my current studies...discovering that some of the thing that we have an aversion to or has resulted in some symptoms we don't like may in fact, be the response of something living inside of us and not us directly....yeah....that's awwwwwwwesoommmmeee...

#Iseetheworldabitdifferentnow #totallyintriguing #weallhaveit #thosethatdontKnow #cleansingprocessbeginsSoon #promotehealthybiome