Good mawning
As I am...
This morning I am accepting myself.
My anger and frustration...my "selfishness"...my shadows and heartbreak... my nature to "want" a piece of the pie others are freely given from... my "pains" and "sufferings"... my "darkness"... my use of poor examples to make a "point". My desire to keep things "loving" and "care-based" ... my "lack" of self-care...
Yes...in the process of "seeing myself" (Sawubona), I also take an "honest" observation at the ways I express/and present in this world. I'm good and messy. I'm "horrible" (what does that word mean really), "negative", bossy, unapproachable.... AND I am "not".
You see, even yesterday, when I asked my son to get me a beverage, I didn't go into the explanation of the sharp shooting pain in my ankle...I just simply asked and waited. When I asked about other things because I see the result of the response over and over and I see reactions....it reminds me...to have compassion, care, understanding and patience with myself.
I'm not perfect ... maybe with intention...so it gives me room to grow and see more and more...
Today I accept myself and allow myself the peace of personal compassion and embrace AND celebrating... because I am...filled with the fullness of living and potential of a Divine design. 
Thank you God... for this past year of much "pain" as well as much growth. I see it. I love it. I appreciate it.
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