If I went back in my life what would I change?

 Today I was asked.... 'if I went back in my life what would I change?'....

...I've been asked this before many times....would I change my decision to not follow up with my friend who asked me to buy stocks in Apple? ....Would I avoid the situations where I was harmed? ....would I undo relationships that ended horribly? ....would I have walked away sooner from those who betrayed me?...would I reverse the moments where I had wished I never was there?....So much pain and sorrow...I still don't like the pain or the memory of it...and my answer is no. It's not just my life that would change because of it, but those I have helped because of my hardship....those that trusted me and chose to live another day because I had consider not to....and anyhow any change I made would not lead me to what I love most in my life now....shows how much value is in those moments I lived and experienced.

I am here because of the live I lived not in spite of it.

#gratitude

Living and loving all the things in my life

 Good morning! Can you imagine....waking up to the sound of chickens...and then checking the weather so you can make plans to head to the beach? Living in the middle of the city? HAHAHA. This month it will be more than twice I will have been chillin' on the beach in the prairie sun within city. The other times were spent in the mountains. LOL "staycation"ing in bliss this summer

and it feels good.

#thankyouGod #gratitude #whereWeLive #perks #surprise #natureabound #inyourownbackyard

I choose to see...and love.

 Good morning! I remember what I wanted to share about yesterday...but now it is definitely different due to the many comments I have read.

"For there is nothing hidden that will not be revealed, and nothing concealed that will not be known and illuminated."

For those blaming modern times, the....nevermind, not repeating the statements, just going to use etc.....for the events that are happening "now"...newsflash....they have already BEEN happening. All of it! It got the chance to grow to what it is now....not just by being "hidden", but by being put off and ignored.

These things are NOT new....or are they being dug up from and ancient past and resurrected...they have always been happening with all that has been happening in your lives.

Now is the time to choose....do we continue to wish the destruction of humanity (LOL that includes us ALL, you know that right?) just so that it goes away? What do we think this "house cleaning" will result in? (Again, not new...) or do we decide that we will be a changed human experience....aware of shadows and shining lights on what is there. Being in the light of life instead of choosing to be wiped out with shadows....

I have made my choice...I choose to continue. Continue to build up humanity and one another...to celebrate the growth of humans...to share the good of what humans are and can be...and to shine a light of awareness on those things in the shadows. I choose to see...and love.

Okay, it's tea time

#thankyouGod #giftoflife #broughttotheLight #IAm #WeAre #LoveFirst #oneanotherlove #itstimeforchange #andYESwecan

Too soon for a quiet and empty house

 We'll that was an awkward moment that left a pit in my gut....the house was quiet...so I was going to call out their names to see what they were up to... (old habit) to realizing that they weren't even here. 2 teens out and about. (Thanks in advance to my lovely neighbours that are always watching out for them) WOW! got washed with a feeling for something deep fried and smothered in chocolate LOL ... nah...I got lemonade and trail mix HAHA... #raisingmen #grateful #newskin #shakingthingsup #adventuresawait

"Eggshells of humanity"- Remove the blocks to one another connections

Have we gotten into the habit of creating a mine field full of proverbial eggshells that get in the way of genuine connectivity between one another?

Because, if you were to put off the examples of contact that you may have "acquired" from others (that don't work too well) and you approached your neighbour per se with childlike curiosity and innocence, what do you think would transpire?

I watched how my boys hesitated to go across the street and play with our neighbour's grandson and his dad. I went over and sat on their porch and still...they lingered. The dad invited them over and from there they had a great time playing basketball. Laughter, excitement, play, and joy. No imaginary eggshells needed. No preconceived awkward moments...just the experience of making some new friends and connections :)
Maybe we should "try" for the ease of connection first instead of the readiness of defense. Today my son kicked a few "eggshells" aside and gave me a hug. <3 span=""> I think that is a great place to start <3 span="">

#thankyouGod #Lovefirst #oneanotherlove #designedforconnections #alreadythere #divineunion #Sawubona #INjoy